As a child we all want to be superheros of some kind. I've found my way of being a super hero...I'm a surrogate. I want to share with others my journeys, and hope that people will both learn about surrogacy, and want to be part of it, it is a beautiful world, welcome to it.
Friday, December 3, 2010
Day 3 :(
Well, today is day 3 of testing.
It's also the day that everyone goes home.
The house will feel completely empty without everyone here tomorrow morning. I will wake up with the children, and wait for my amazing friends to wake up. First I'll wait for C to wake up to use the washroom at around 9am, which has been around the time he goes. And then I'll wait for T to get up and come sit on the couch and wonder what the heck we're doing for the day.
I'm not sure how I'm going to handle it all yet. I know for sure I'm going to cry... as I already am and they only leave in 10 hours. I have 10 hours - 10 precious hours until they leave to go over the Atlantic Ocean to go back home. I offered to keep them here forever, but of course, C has to go back to work on Tuesday, so that kind of crashed the idea. It's definitely more than a little sad, and I truly wish they could stay in Bathurst for another 100 years.
I haven't tested YET, but I'm on my way over right now. I will keep the blog open of course, but it's wayy too early to expect anything for another 4-6 days for sure. I should start to take pictures of them, but my camera is soo blurry for the pictures [I'm asking for a camera from hubby for my birthday *HINT HINT JOSH!* Peeeee time. Be right back.
So, of course, it's still negative. I'm going to start to get excited about a possible positive in about 3 days when there's actually a chance. See, it usually take the egg about a week just to make it into the uterus, and then it has to bury into the uterine lining. This is why most women don't get a + pregnancy test until around the day their period would show up. So, no excitement really until 6dpo and then no panic for a - until 12dpo. I won't stop testing until 15dpo.
Well, three days down.
Anyone have a super sensitive ultrasound machine to lend me so that I can track their embies? If you do, just drop it off for the next week please. THANK YOU!
Cathleen
It's also the day that everyone goes home.
The house will feel completely empty without everyone here tomorrow morning. I will wake up with the children, and wait for my amazing friends to wake up. First I'll wait for C to wake up to use the washroom at around 9am, which has been around the time he goes. And then I'll wait for T to get up and come sit on the couch and wonder what the heck we're doing for the day.
I'm not sure how I'm going to handle it all yet. I know for sure I'm going to cry... as I already am and they only leave in 10 hours. I have 10 hours - 10 precious hours until they leave to go over the Atlantic Ocean to go back home. I offered to keep them here forever, but of course, C has to go back to work on Tuesday, so that kind of crashed the idea. It's definitely more than a little sad, and I truly wish they could stay in Bathurst for another 100 years.
I haven't tested YET, but I'm on my way over right now. I will keep the blog open of course, but it's wayy too early to expect anything for another 4-6 days for sure. I should start to take pictures of them, but my camera is soo blurry for the pictures [I'm asking for a camera from hubby for my birthday *HINT HINT JOSH!* Peeeee time. Be right back.
So, of course, it's still negative. I'm going to start to get excited about a possible positive in about 3 days when there's actually a chance. See, it usually take the egg about a week just to make it into the uterus, and then it has to bury into the uterine lining. This is why most women don't get a + pregnancy test until around the day their period would show up. So, no excitement really until 6dpo and then no panic for a - until 12dpo. I won't stop testing until 15dpo.
Well, three days down.
Anyone have a super sensitive ultrasound machine to lend me so that I can track their embies? If you do, just drop it off for the next week please. THANK YOU!
Cathleen
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